almost every gal in sch was walkin ard wif a bouquet of flowers.. some of e bouquets were so huge that e gals cant even see where they're walkin.. haa.. size of e bouquet is not proportional to e amt of love e guy has for his gal.. instead.. it's proportional to e depth of e guy's pocket.. haa.. there r gals who r so shallow as to think likewise.. they go ard lookin at other gals' bouquet n say to themselves.. "hah! i got more flowers den u.. my bf loves me more den ur bf loves u.." n yet these r e gals who say tt guys who go for gals wif big boobs r shallow.. wat an irony..

it's not surprisin to hear tt some guys actuali starve themselves for a month jus to save up enuf money to buy flowers for their gals.. i think it's quite dumb.. i mean it's ok to do so if u eat money.. slp money.. shit money.. live for money.. die for money.. declaration of love u mite say.. but y mus u declare ur love on valentine's day? if u reali like ur gal.. den shldnt declaration of love b like a daily affair or sthg.. in e 1st place.. y spend so much on flowers? a bouquet could get e both of u a romantic time havin dinner in a restaurant.. or maybe cab ride to hotel 81 for a one nite stand.. haa..


for me.. i've saved quite alot of money in e past 3yrs.. it's like 3 gf's birthdays.. 3 valentine's days.. 3 anniversaries.. which amts to abt $700 on e conservative side.. not inclusive of her pet rabbit's birthday or sthg lidat.. tts alot of money to spend on myself.. love urself b4 u love others.. haa.. speakin of which.. jus wanna wish my ex a happy valentine's day.. she's in finland for an exchange programme.. take care of urself gal.. in conclusion.. valentine's day is highly commercialised.. for dumb guys to buy exorbitantly priced flowers for their shallow minded gals.. tts my pt of view.. bla..

aniwae.. i was studyin in sch till late today.. cos i haf 4 tests in 3 days dis week to study for.. saw quite a number of gals.. wonder wat r they doin in sch on valentine's nite.. dun they haf a date? well.. tts sad.. cos most of dem r not reali those kena-buang-by-tonner type.. feel like goin up to one of dem n ask her out for dinner.. haa.. but quite paiseh-fying if she rejects.. haa.. studyin while listenin to e radio.. these r my 'favourite' songs of e moment.. they describe e feelings i haf of my past relationship.. wonder y did they play such songs on valentine's day.. maybe it's for ppl like me.. losers wif a capital 'L'..



song #1: "Goodbye My Lover" by James Blunt

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.



song #2: "So Sick" by Ne-Yo

Gotta change ma answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cus you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice
Anymore

(It's ridiculous) It's been months for some reason I just
(Can't get over us) And I'm stronger than this
(Enough is enough) No more walking 'round with ma head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I had
That's marked July 15th [in my case it's feb 14th]
Cuz since there's no more you
There's no more anniversery
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memories
And now every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason
I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone) Leave me alone
(Stupid love song) Hey, Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Then lettin go
Turning of the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
She was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(So why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?